oh my fucking god i can’t deal with shit anymore you guys i’m sorry i feel like i am deteriorating
like where do i even start
well first off, let’s think about the fact that i go to school for seven hours, then proceed to drop my sister at home before heading off to work for another seven-fucking-hours. i get a solid 3-4 hours of sleep per night (so if you’re wondering why i am so often absent from tumblr, that’s why)
i beg you all to try this, plus homework, attempting to keep up straight A’s, and now crying over calculus homework.
and, of course, a couple weeks ago i went through the trauma of inducing my own miscarriage (i told you all to look away), because despite being on the shot AND using a condom, i managed to get fucking knocked up. so i was dealing with that ridiculously painful experience, and i only had one friend to talk to because everyone else i know has decided i am an evil bitch (which i am) and so even attending school makes me sick every fucking day.
and of course that one friend is the one i’ve liked for a year, and now he has demoted me as a friend because he thinks i don’t want to blow him so he has instead turned to gullible girls that are too young for him because he wants someone who is apparently not me to suck his cock, so now i have nobody to talk to and no time to talk anyway.
then fucking yesterday i left my phone on the roof of my car and it flew into the street so good thing nobody talks to me cause i don’t even have a fucking phone anymore
write essays drunk because your opinions will be more honest and you’ll use douchy flowery language i swear by this technique